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a gripping sadness sleights my posture
overwhelmed with the reality that I�ve lost her
I knew at first glance you were worth everything �
why couldn�t I abandon the doubts of overhyped meaning?
now you�ve returned to your humble abode
and my universe has become pitch black and damn cold
a galaxy here of cleaven opportunities
a tormented soul there without immunities
memory is the bane of this existence
pressed against your lips I lacked all resistance
always anticipating your savior call
so dreamlike, still wondering if you were ever here at all
if I�d known you wanted me to
I�d have fallen in love with you

� Caleb Andrew Walser 2002